Until now October has been a restless month, hasn't it? Sometimes things are good and then they are bad again. Changing all the time, with never a moment of peace.

Let's see if the second part of the month is going to be the same, shall we?

(The cards are placed in a special pattern, a pattern of the heart. Each place has a special focus, which is written between brackets.)

1. Michael, emptiness and protection (Current reality)

Fall is a time of falling leaves, of wind and rain, of letting go.
Letting go. With the leaves that are falling, let go of everything that is still bothering you. You have been working so hard for so long. Now it is time to relax, sit back and let go.
Now it is safe to let go.  Now it is safe to relax. Michael is here with you, for you, and Michael is telling you that yes, it is that time.
Michael is standing behind you now, is holding you from behind, is covering your back where you still need it and is protecting you.
It is safe now to let go of all your fears, no matter what the fears were.  It is safe now to be without fear.

Fear is an energy that keeps you alert, and you have probably needed it up to now, because you didn’t feel safe.
So you hold on to fear, as if it were your best mate, keeping you alert to your environment and to the people around you.
Feel how you are being surrounded by angels now, and how they are keeping you safe.
Let the leaves fall around you, let your worries fall away from you.
You are being helped. Michael is here for you.

Let the angels help you. Then go to the next card:

2. Transcendence (The fear)

 Is has been so important for you to hold on to your fears, because without them you were afraid that you were not alert enough, and that anything could happen to you if you didn’t watch your back. Again, all your experiences on earth, whether you lived them in this life or in previous ones, are showing you their mistakes, their mishaps, are telling you to watch out and be careful. “Bad things always come when you least expect them”. It is so hard to let go of these patterns, because you have the idea that watching out for them has kept you safe.
And that was probably true.
But times are changing now, and the angels want to let you know that now they are here for you.
But how can they convince you? Convince you enough to let go of your fear of letting go your fears. To relax, sit back and just live.

 Let the angels help you. Then go to the next card:

3. Tenderness (Letting go)

 You are being understood. The angels hear you. Some of them will even know how it is to live in a body on Earth, will know of the sticky energies that have been here for such a long time.
But even if they don’t know, they hear your doubts and they are taking you very seriously.
They have to tell you again, that these hard times, in which nothing seems to be as promised, where new layers of old feelings are coming up again, are okay to go through if you accept them as such, and allow yourself to know that this is indeed a time in which the energies on earth are changing, and that this changing is what makes it so hard, which makes people so scared. All the old beliefs are being broken down, shattered, and new ones are not really there for a lot of people.
But they are here for you, if only you would let them! The angels want you to accept their messages, to take them into your heart, and to live with them.
So open yourself up to the tenderness of the angels, and let all your fears go with that flow.
Then look at how fear dissolves in all this love and tenderness. It is such a sweet and loving energy.
Let your thoughts be bright. Let your thoughts focus on the sun, on the light and on love.

Let the angels help you. Then go to the next card:

4. Inner peace (Friendship)

 That way you can weather any storm. Know that your thoughts are important, now more than ever, and that it is necessary for you and for the earth that you focus on the light and love that is there for you. Let that be your new mainstay, where all of your old ones have gone. Hold on to light and love, and let that be your new goal. Just light and love. From that point of view, look at your friends, at the people around you. Send it on if you want to, but let it be there for yourself first.
And if you can’t believe it yet, then just try it out, why don’t you. What have you got to lose?
The only thing you need to do is let your focus be light and love.
Then the angels can take care of the rest. But only then. You have to give them a chance.
Then you can feel more peaceful within yourself, no matter what the circumstances.

 Let the angels help you. Then go to the next card:

5. Sexuality (Family)

The angel of sexuality has a big smile on her face. She knows how twisted sexuality is in our societies, but what she is telling you is to lock yourself up in your house, go deeply within yourself, contemplate yourself, be with yourself, look into yourself, and be with that. See what sexuality means for you. Look into your own sexuality.
Your sexuality is your joy, is your flow, is your freedom, is your creativity, is being you - right to the core of your being.
If you have issues on sexuality - and who doesn’t - then look into them, and don’t let go until you reach your own core under everything that has been hiding under your own sexuality, under your own ‘being you’.
Let this energy of free sexuality flow through you, look what it does to you, how it makes you feel free and happy.
Then send the energy out all over the earth, to all the people on it, so that everyone can be freed.
Owning your own sexuality means being free, being your true self, exactly as you are.
Without fear.

 Let the angels help you. Then go to the next card:

6. The angels are helping us (Mate)

The angels are asking you to step out of old patterns, old habits, old ways, old rules. Allow yourself to be free, to sing and dance, to be happy. When you are free, then you share this freedom with the people around you and everyone is your mate.
If you already have this very personal mate, what we call your soul mate, then let all the connections between you be swept clean. Maybe you thought you already had the perfect relationship, but even then it can get better. It is being asked of you by the angels, so you can show the people around you how it can be, and to which levels you can grow if you let yourselves be helped, even if you think it can’t get any better.
Of course if you don’t have a personal mate on earth yet, maybe now is the time to let go of all your fears of having this very personal relationship. Let yourself be helped to let go of everything that is holding you back, especially if these fears have to do with sexuality. But also things such as worthiness, shame, guilt, or anything else.
If you own your own sexuality, anything is possible.

Let the angels help you. Then go to the next card:

7. Wisdom (You)

What do you want? What do you want out of life? Of course this isn’t about circumstances, this feeling of being free.
It is about you, about who you are, in the core of your Being. It is about freeing yourself of all the old ways of thinking. That is what this is all about. And of freeing yourself of those ideas and convictions, so that you can be the example for others. Just by showing them that it is all about being yourself, of being free.
Be your own guide. Take your own advice. Be in tune with your own wisdom.
Be wise, and know that being wise means to be free, connected in light and love.
Don’t you think your soul wants you to be free for love? Of course she does.

Let the angels help you. Then go to the next card:

8. Miracles (the gift)

Letting yourself be helped with all this means that you get to receive miracles. Maybe it will be the miracles that you have asked for. Maybe it will be different miracles, but miracles they will be. See them for the miracles that they are and grab them. Make them your own.

Enjoy! Don’t let anything come between you and your miracles.