I thought I heard the angels calling me to write a letter to us, and then a dear friend of mine told me that there are three 12 's in this date, this full moon of December. So of course I am going to connect with the angels, and see what their message is. 
3 x 12, that is extraordinary, no matter how you look at it.
I searched for the meaning of 12  in 'The Numerologist', who are all about numbers. I find this: 

12 is at the very end of the numerology spectrum, and it offers those who see it in their daily life the opportunity to turn over a new leaf by giving them a chance to wrap up a certain life stage and situation before moving forward to bigger and better things. This number is like a curtain call that allows you to get your affairs together so you can benefit from the windfall that the universe is about to bestow on you. 
Times 3!
Have you been feeling the pressure of this number? As if layers and layers of old energies needed to come up from the deepest places inside of ourselves, in order to be able to let them go? Then come with me and see what the angels are offering us to really be able to let go of so much of the old, being able to step into the new of 2020.

1. Freedom / Sexuality - in the place of Now

I'm sitting at the seaside and I see a hundred dolphins swimming by, jumping high into the sky, inviting us to come with them, to swim in the ocean with them, so that we can let go of all those old layers of dens energies, that have been serving us so well in the past, but for which it is time now to let go. For in order to learn about light and love, you need to know about darkness, because only when you know darkness you will choose for Lght.
In order to learn about darkness you need light, because without light you would get lost in the darkness, never being able to see light again.  Of course light is always there for us. It is only that in our lives on Earth we sometimes can't see it anymore.
One isn't possible without the other, is what we have been learning in our lives on Earth. 
It is all about wisdom now, about knowing how to live through the darkness, knowing  that you are save to do so. To know, from experience, that it turned out that it has been save to live - or die - in darkness, time and time again, because  you are still here. Still you. Maybe a bit battered and heartbroken, but still you. 
Though you may still live in fear now, from going through all those experiences of darkness and density in your lives on Earth.

2. Ray of gold: Christ love - on Fear

It doesn't matter now how much fear or how many fears you have been living, because now is the time to let go of all of them. So make a list of your fears, maybe put a number with each fear to indicate how deep this perticular fear has been, just to give it the attention it deserves and needs. To make clear to yourself what it has meant to you, to acknowledge it's worth. To see for yourself what it has meant to you, in the positive (warning you for danger) and in the negative sense. 
And maybe you can even see, now, in hindsight, what it has brought you. How it has served you. What you have been learning from it. How much wiser you have become, living those fears.  

Now let's have a look at Earth itself and how much it has suffered, and is still suffering, from the density and darkness it has been in.
It's as if Earth is crying out for all past and present fear and pain. Earth is in as much need of letting go as we are, and it is asking us to help it to shed this terrible pain. For her, for us, for humanity, for All. 
It needs us, more now then ever, it seems, to help her getting back to health and sanity. 

This is not solely about  us anymore - if it ever was - but this is about humanity and what it needs to be able to let go of old and new technologies that are wasting nature and air, to make place for new ones which are so much healthier for Earth, for us and for humanity as a whole. 
To make Earth a healthier place to live, on every level of society. To take stock of what is going well and what is going wrong. Then we can take care of the things that are going wrong, that might destroy Earth, or parts of it,
To respect Earth itself.
So let's send the golden rays of love into it, so the energies can change into gold, and things will be done differently. 
So many people don't want to see what is going wrong, because they feel unable to do anything about it. But sending light into it makes it possible to change it, the same as it is known that, when lots of people meditate together, things do change for the positive. 
For you personally too it can be painful when darkness becomes visible. It might mean that you need to live trough it again, but it also means that, if you take it as your opportunity to heal it, then you can let it go. Almost effortlessly now.

3. Transformation - on Letting go

So just let it happen now. Connect with these new rays of golden light that are so abundantly flowing towards us and Earth now. Let them flow through you, let them heal you. Let them flow through your whole body and aura. Let them flow into your grounding and connect with the heart of Earth. Be that being of golden light that you really are and from there help Earth. Sent this light, that is yours again now, from your heart into the world around you. Be this being of light, so you can and will be a channel of light for Earth, sending it all into Earth and around Earth, into all those things that you saw before making your list of things that need this light in order for Earth - and for you - to survive. To become a better place. To become a planet of love.
It can be done, but we need to do it together. 
Let this be your priority for the rest of December, so we can all enter the new year free of all those old ways and pains. Let this be the deepest transformation you have lived through, and help Earth transform with it. 
Sent this light into all the things that are important to you, or that you need to go through, for yourself in order to be able to live your light. 
Check all your cells, your DNA and everything and pour them into this golden light of love. 
Send this golden light into all those things you are worried about, so they too can transform into light. 
Do this time and again, until you are satisfied that it all is right. It doesn't matter how long it takes, but know that it will happen if you stay on it. Love conquers all, and that is what we are going to learn and experience. Now and in our near future.

4. On your own two feet - on Friends

Each time you do this, concentrate on yourself first. Take care of yourself before you take care of someone or something else. That is more important now than ever, it seems. When you are firm within yourself, in your own lovelight, being connected with the Source above you and the heart of Earth below you, then no one can get you down. Then it is save to sent your light around you, because you are firmly planted on your own feet. Connected. 
If you sent your light when you are not connected, strange energies might come to you, needing or wanting your light. That is not what is meant to be now anymore. Stay within yourself, feel your own connection, and from there sent your light around you. Keep flowing the light of Source and Earth when you do this, so you will stay filled up with it. Stay firmly in this light. That is what you need to do first, and only from there let it shine. 
Let the angels help you now to do this and to do it perfectly, so nothing and no one can take it away from you ever again. 
It is because we lost our light connection during our lives on Earth in duality, that we were open to darker energies or people. That is how we let them into our own energy fields. Learning what we needed to learn. 
Now it is possible to claim back this connection and be in light again, free from fear of losing it again to those darker energies or people. So you need to be connected and to stay connected. 
Now it is possible because so much lovelight is coming towards us, is already there for us. Let it fill you up.